make up is grossing the money faces now/ sitting bull/ im that now/ make up

 i would have solved a problem in front of me but 

there was a problem inserted in front of me so 

i had to try and solve that one

                    the winner dumped in front of me

so i now have to do that thing

        i also dump

or could have dumped before the dump arrived in front of me

 as a winner 

                          and the alpha wears more make up then i's prefer 

a lovely wears to cover up themselves

            make up is grossing the money faces now

what is is to keep an aging face young

                                               with gross unsightly 

surgery

                 fall asleep with a pill and wake up in cotton

lengths  covering  

        a blood leakage

wear the body suite 

                 for a few days 

just to leak an unfamiliar smile

        eyes beating to a fixture paid for 

                                                                    i'm on tv

i'd write a word undressed 

                   pass it off as now    but the eyes that have 

scene have to remain seeing     past their last breath 

                              into eternity

so to not lose 

     iv been there breathing heavy in com 

pe   ti       tion

                      living enough to great lengths 

so to be seen by the sitting bull

       to wake up in the tent of a sitting bull

ask it permission

                                 watch its eyes move 

each generation will feel them             selfs      

making 

                    and the old face fall asleep

awake destroying the new 

                                               make the aging face unfamilier

ugly the new hot

money was and will always be the new

                                            "i could have been a rock star"

i heard the religious say

               fat and unsightly \     i'd type what i am seeing 

every time           face 

typing                              if i could have the money for a new face

and

seeing all the faces money can buy

                       makes me take a second look

but when the face has been bought and surgery 

          done

the face is what it is           And

                                                       those that have paid for face

have it                those that have a right to 

dick                              exercise rights

i could have been me

but there was a problem inserting itself in front of me

     so im that now

its their time   to be

                                             finally

all of it

All of it has to 

         Has to 

Even     

Yet the empty words of the all will

Always cast out    

               As of now the real

And all of is the real  

        In blind caustic fake love

Fake real empowering fake meaning

              All of the money 

Fealing 

                    I've been told we eat bugs when we sleep 

                                  Family can mean 

Slurp up the bag while the older ones 

             Slip into the glory of the lord

The younger ones slurp up the towels 

                        The older ones have whipped their toothbrushed mouths on 

           Banking

On me to clean 

                               Love 

It         they lied to me

Laughing

                        Collectively 

Solo

               Recking everything 

Expecting  Them to ride the clean

         Others         me 

To clean 

                    You want clean

See

       How

                Dirty

                             I 

                                      Can

                                                     Make

  It

         For

You

           While I am lifted up clean

      And, dead pigs will always      snort

The ground around them

          And when trapped run head first

Into the fence

                  Looking around

 assure themselves by the other trapped pigs

         In the fence

Then run power first into the 

  

       Fence

I would wager the fence against 

                   A colored vision      of us 

Without fence

              All of it has to

And dead pigs will snort around in the 

Haugs they can

          

          Lowd noises a poem an masoned

Round capture memt to only house 

                Truck engine farts

More powerful then you car

         Dead pigs snorting around

I breath 

               You breath 

The ground around them

                          Breath out

Out 

           And    see the burt orange sky behind the dark trees 

                      As the sun sets  

    Time we have for them to difine

Grunting into the earth fenced

                                See how dirty they can make it

For you to clean or join

       Dirty

its cowered now or bested later

 they will have all of the corridors with their cabinets 

just choose the corridors before they make you do it 

hell week is just a couple of days

             when they choose not to because 

of sleeping 

or maybe awake vision feelings are 

    and will always be 

                            Your guiding light 

i'd make you feel what i want you to 

         specifically when you don't want me too

let you be you i can't because its me in war 

i'm the rewarded one in battle 

          swallow all of me in defeat

 as i witness your failure

                                              my defeat

is my reward               witness my dick 

beating you forever

                                       as i call you game complete 

in my dick 

                       i will pretend garbage Tuesday

pretending i am the spelling of cure and constant 

           believe  

my dick     

and forsake color or undstanding      because 

           we'er just hanging out like i want 

and they will have all of the corrodes with their dicks

could one decide something else other than 

                                   could i get my mouth around 

reality 

                              as i command reality making you 

head my dick 

                                                     i woke up    this 

               morning 

the darkness              i was afraid of 

and the light i yurn for the darkness 

sanctuary                     but now as my mouth 

                              duty            

as i willingly choose the black for you

                  they will have all of the corridors

its stupid because  if   the other hand  

                               isn't cowered 

its bested

                                          don't know is best

getting my dick sucked 

                         

 they will have all of the corridors with their dicks  

writing scripture as we speak

 they are writing scripture as we speak

       when was it not the case

when was it not the scene killing jesus the moment they wrote it

                     i would make words mean what ever i wanted the to 

when ever i need them to 

        can i write words with out the meaning it wants me to 

how many god are there to make sounds mean what ever they want them to

                                    how many people are allowed to read these days

ok well that just means we can make it something else they don't know

 and have to seek out us too know

       with our powers we can make them wear 

what ever we want them to

          with my power i can make you 

you more me

                                      and what if we were different

like Sodum wasn't still here

      and god killed all of the good ones like 

kennedy 

                               or john 

just get drunk and pledge  to the greek life

            they'll protect you in ways you can't comprehend

writing scripture as we speak

                                  i keep thinking about the scriptures

there was this part when demons possessed one man

             conveniently jesus came apon him 

just bear with me

                        jesus saw that the man was possessed with all of these demons

and being jesus he met him 

              long story short jesus casted several demons into a plot of pigs

and they immediately ran into the see of Galilee and drowned themselves

                      writing scripture as we speak 

it seems     i get to do the same 

    lying to you right now   you could think me weak and lying

       yet i

am speaking and you will believe me     right now as i speak

                    my will be though sight

writing scripture as 

        we speak

i say we

                    but really i mean me

and why would i be here now                if not to me upon you 

          writing scripture as we speak

i am as far as i know        and you aren't  

and 

      They are writing scripture as

we speak

And now I must go to find some pigs

As I am getting thirsty 

i sat through catholic initiatory classes

 i sat through catholic initiatory classes 

i liked the people 

      i liked the alcohol

i saw the red rings wormed worn extended 

    house seat movie watching auto pilet 

 but grad school finger type one after the other 

equal parts assembly line a new fart assemly line fat cow

only we are the ones

get to eat cows 

the older i get i realize the scene and music i wanted when i was smelling

was just like the cow rows they now spray for in rowed cow lines 

to eat from 

the music like capitalism has winners and losers 

                             pastor could have been  A rock     Star

turned horny pill high           initiatory classes amarican christian nazi 

fall from drop pill face starting out         polished cow shit compact mask 

so that it can dance into the lower fronted in freedom face staying as alwasy 

miss   spelt  constant face mask

                               and that was the thurst momenst into the 

cath o     lic

                   class i sat through 

just like the thrusting christian babtized cow rows crow massed 

winged connection i wazed raized innnn

                                                     the thought of secret book shelves 

knowledge only offered to too        tooed

                  red rubied ring wearing lamb hooved shepards wooden spikes   

wielding casual sipping the sheeps teets

                                   in likable connection 

be a kkk  unidirectional forget full of know not nowing 

know now a real connection with access to the past 

            remain forget    full of the past to so to join

thurst in realtime wht 

time is it anywasy

a cow pre      pry

                         catholic 

why wood 
God need just one thing

gold     how would gold be usefull when 

a Father 

           working The fields     to feed his family 

to exstend us all

                           turned into a 

i sat through catholic initiatory classes for a couple of times

              then   ended up just  

being better      sleeping in and maybe making eggs and sausage 

in my cast iron pan trustfull nonstic as i have babied my one thing 

with constant towels of oil and pre birthed birds bacon 

sausage, 

ny strips        ribEyes

                                        tea coffee    

watching youtube video games and thingKing about catholic 

     lieBrareese       

i could be browsing

with red ring and platic cut in hand tree fingers deep 

sniffing dividing            Seeing the new breed of cows sitting 

through catholic initiatory classes       

"it's ok, we like good minds too," He said

why do godless pigs drown all of us on their way to escape death?

 the first person i knew died 20 years ago

they happen to have a bunch of things the rest of the people i knew

didn't 

their family let all of us into the house they owned

to take what they wanted from it

i remember walking into the house looking at all the things 

there where alot of people there browsing 

i looked at the surviving family 

they took a glance at the newly arriving vultures 

my first thought was 

                 well why would you invite us all here in the first place?

being a small child i grazed within the bird faucet pouring into the wind flapping low and high 

some birds like to see the edge the ones who stick out 

most whom dejour 

                                     others flock bodied wing pouring into the wind 

wings wouldn't be wings without well the meaning of wings

        i migrated into a room with book shelves lining it

i knew this was the place 

the smell of it

the closed order of it 

it being not it but many

                                         i unfortunately didn't know yet 

what was what when it comes to books and rooms lined with them

just the first of it 

being young and part of the bird faucet pouring 

unfortunately into a selfish pig sty 

bound         so that pigs can snort fertile ground hard 

so to mirror the the thing

                          only it not them now

just the blinded ones

                                                while they freely watch in wine tasting 

pretension while not knowing anything about wine and

tasting it

                     as i passed all the spines knowing nothing 

i passed them all

suddenly 

breaking me from the flock bodied wing of the winos drinking but not tasting

                   a sound and other bodied form broke me 

from my sobriety hooch uni-dimensions of wing flock

like a collard pet trained from birth with collar now without collar

following good boy

                  the voice staining my memory 

"A first addition 

Emily Dickons"

i knew i had lost again

back to the flock bodied wing shaping the wind as it is 

there in the house invited judged and labeled  while invited

 "whats there?" radiohead

"mission makes you look pretty ugly"

"from a great hight"

"rain down"

And honesty i don't remember anything else after that 

their hands

 my fingers have beeeeen their conquering\

                 next is them.  and now it is them as well

them have this new thing iin.  mouth and butt

it is them righ this moment 

and as they them 

                                   it is them.       for theming while they 

theming in theying it

is them      as they they and they them 

they will they and they will them 

then and only now and then they it they 

and will they them