cold war

i take a deep breath but it is    not air that i breath all the time
       just sometimes its air
other times its carpet
              yeah   were the feet have been
other times when i breath in its sugared herringbone patterns mistaking
gift for gallows  the heads didn't die immediately
blinking     skin clothed the eyes then didn't
                        and again                   not once    but later
                                                                        and what will take them home                       or not
 so they            calamity
 brands  wanting to be liked
 too lost in the  cast sown calls to carry real current but the wanting to      makes them sieve
         themselves      its      aesthetics          
                             sometimes its pins heart level made of metal rounded       thrusting  outward
craving inward

 lines and colors     and
                                          commands and rules
lick to break not knowing the difference between
                                                                                   bees and birds  
                         just things that aren't them and they die so easily  
              a weakness to be forgiven for   and with the money their paying you
                                the world is going to burn anyways
the righteous believe else where so fuck it
                         and be post modern don't care   of the air and water
even tho the need for both is yes
                                                        and care
just sometimes its air  i take a deep breath  even tho is it air or is there always and ever will be
    them there and their mistakes assuming the air    and its air
                                                     like the old ones wanted to do
                                       as they always wanted
being everything
leaving a little dick in the air is always      and could be the cartridge fired  everlasting its' always wanted
         like gin is different from wine
and the two hands look the same but are different
                                                you  know the difference from fascism and freedom is that
there is only two things instead of plenty
   the one that works and the


                                                           you don't care about politics when    your neck is broken
or your bent or beyond          or you have a dislocated rib
       its the other end they get you with      fat and breathing tie draped instead of tied
i take a deep breath but its not always air that i breath
            it will take your kill and eat right after
or your kill is the eat                 has it forgotten the game being played by them then
                          unfortunate
the russians won  then
 i take a deep breath    but its not the air that i breath all the time